‘Forgiveness’ is difficult for me

When I ask forgiveness from the divine

It feels peace

To seek forgiveness in front of the supreme power

And surrendering all my negativities

To the lotus feet.

I am forgiven – I return with this echo in my heart.

But when I seek forgiveness from myself

It feels difficult

And this is when I realize

what transcends a human to the level of monkhood

For the people who have the biggest of hearts

Can forgive us within moments.

I sit for some moments

and then I seek forgiveness

from my younger self

For everything I have done in the past

That made her feel hurt

Afraid, alone, and unloved;

She forgives within moments

And I see her embracing my inner self

With her compassionate heart.

(This poem is part of the series titled ‘Journey Inward’, where I am going to publish 30 poems on spirituality, introspection and self-discovery. You can read the other poems of this series from here.)

(I’m participating in #BlogchatterA2Z)

(I am also participating in the Global A to Z Blogging Challenge 2025 and the Na/GloPoWriMo Challenge 2025.)

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11 responses to “Forgiveness”

  1. Srivalli Rekha Avatar
    Srivalli Rekha

    So aptly said, Swarnali! Forgiving ourselves is so hard sometimes! Of course, the same can be said for forgiven others but that’s still easier. We judge ourselves to higher standards.

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  2. Reubenna Dutta Avatar

    I think we are the harshest to ourselves, and it becomes very challenging for us to forgive ourselves for our past mistakes.

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  3. A Rustic Mind Avatar

    The people who have the biggest of hearts
    Can forgive us within moments.

    So true, Swarnali. Within moments to nahi hoga, but yes, getting the hang of the art of forgiving people and it is such a baggage-ridding experience. 😇

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    1. Swarnali Nath Avatar

      Forgiving others is easier, Manali, but forgiving yourself for hating yourself or blaming yourself is even harder.

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  4. Mayuri Sharrma Avatar

    Forgiving ourselves is the most difficult and the most important thing to do and learn. Well written, Swarnali!

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    1. Swarnali Nath Avatar

      Thank you! Do share your interpretation of the word ‘forgiveness’.

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  5. chinmayeecreations Avatar

    A beautiful poem ! Forgiving self is the greatest challenge.

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  6. Esha Avatar

    It’s a beautiful poem, Swarnali. It’s the toughest to forgive oneself …been there so i can totally relate to it. Loving your poems for the #AtoZ! Keep them coming.

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      1. Swarnali Nath Avatar

        Thanks for sharing. I will check them soon.

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  7. Pandian Ramaiah Avatar

    But when I seek forgiveness from myself

    It feels difficult

    It stuck me hard because it’s such a harsh truth.

    I liked your ‘younger self’

    Keep it going. All the best.

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