An overwhelming disgust surrounds me
When I try to look within –
Hollow, dark, void –
There is nothing to praise
Nothing to take pride in
Nothing to appreciate my self-worth.
I thought of myself; was it me
Who kept reading and learning scriptures,
Spiritual books, wise words?
Where did their contribution go
When I still am nothing?
Then the realization bloomed in me
That they were my instruments for
The quest, the pursuit.
Until my introspection goes one level down and one step up,
The first letter in the process of ‘Introspection’
It would never allow me to release
The things I look for in me
When I am nothing but an idol of blood and flesh.
Once I release all things connected to the ‘I’,
The introspection begins
Taking me toward the path of illumination.

(This poem is part of the series titled ‘Journey Inward’, where I am going to publish 30 poems on spirituality, introspection and self-discovery. You can read the other poems of this series from here.)
(I’m participating in #BlogchatterA2Z)
(I am also participating in the Global A to Z Blogging Challenge 2025 and the Na/GloPoWriMo Challenge 2025.)
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